ArcturusXIV on 17/9/2010 at 22:06
Justin Bieber. And Fatal Frame. And Justin Bieber in Fatal Frame. As a ghost. I'd be too frightened to take pictures, an image lasts forever, and I wish that little kid would just hit puberty, get a real job, be forgotten forever.
gunsmoke on 18/9/2010 at 02:41
Honestly, my biggest fear is someday being all alone. I mean, no one at all. Not just a gf, but no one on my side. Family/friends, whatever. I fear this constantly.
The messed up part is that I have subconsciously self-sabotaged myself by doing everything in my power to assure this would come to pass in the past. God, I am effed in the head.
Martin Karne on 18/9/2010 at 04:01
You alone managed to kill the whole world?
Congratulations.
CCCToad on 18/9/2010 at 04:52
Quote Posted by ArcturusXIV
Justin Bieber. And Fatal Frame. And Justin Bieber in Fatal Frame. As a ghost. I'd be too frightened to take pictures, an image lasts forever, and I wish that little kid would just hit puberty, get a real job, be forgotten forever.
Just be glad you aren't in my shoes.
I met him.
gunsmoke on 18/9/2010 at 04:59
Quote Posted by Martin Karne
You alone managed to kill the whole world?
Congratulations.
Congratulations on your 1st grade reading comprehension. I said nothing of the sort fuck stick.
Tocky on 18/9/2010 at 05:10
I guess it's sort of scary that we bring about our worst fears as if we somehow knew beforehand how life would turn out and followed the same path anyway like we had lived it before and been condemned to repeat. Look at those maniac boys mentioned on the last page. They got together because they feared bullies, then became what they feared, and now they live in a prison full of the worst sort of bullies.
Shug on 18/9/2010 at 05:57
Quote Posted by gunsmoke
Congratulations on your 1st grade reading comprehension. I said nothing of the sort fuck stick.
CAN'T YOU SEE YOU'RE JUST DRIVING HIM AWAY :(
Thief13x on 18/9/2010 at 07:16
Quote Posted by gunsmoke
Honestly, my biggest fear is someday being all alone. I mean, no one at all. Not just a gf, but no one on my side. Family/friends, whatever. I fear this constantly.
The messed up part is that I have subconsciously self-sabotaged myself by doing everything in my power to assure this would come to pass in the past. God, I am effed in the head.
I think being alone/dying alone is always in the top 5 most feared things poll this or poll that - I just saw another one last week I think. I've never quite understood this - I've always had the reoccurring craving to go some place all alone far away with lots of people around that I have no chance of knowing.
I've actually done this several times in my life (moving states away for college, for a job, etc) and could never fear this because of how quickly you naturally get to know the people you see everyday/week. My initial opinion about the last part of your post (being able to relate) is that if you look at anything close enough you'll see the blemishes.
ArcturusXIV on 19/9/2010 at 03:44
I'm sorry. Did you get herpes from the handshake?
Xorak on 19/9/2010 at 05:08
Quote Posted by gunsmoke
Honestly, my biggest fear is someday being all alone. I mean, no one at all. Not just a gf, but no one on my side. Family/friends, whatever. I fear this constantly.
The messed up part is that I have subconsciously self-sabotaged myself by doing everything in my power to assure this would come to pass in the past. God, I am effed in the head.
I think it's a step at least that you recognize this. I think most people subconsciously put themselves into positions so that they can just justify their lives by complaining about it, a lot of times purposely following what they saw their parents do. Take women who willingly go into abusive relationships. It's sad, but most of those women want to be abused. Or women who seek out relationships with deathrow inmates.
