Gingerbread Man on 29/9/2018 at 06:02
My life is great and it didn't used to be. I swing up and down like anyone else, and like many other people my pendulum gets extreme. The measure of love is the sticktoitiveness when the extremes become crazy and the strain is immense.
She swung just as hard, but we passed up and down on our own routes. Down and up. Up and down. Passing, smiling, encouraging, high-fives from the Great White North to the City of Sin. From ground zero we knew each other, no need for clarifications or explains... we were humans and honest and beautiful. Well, not so much me but you get the idea.
Old Heads know the talk of HAY GUISE WE GETTIN MARRIED but probably no one but me and Starrfall knew the depth of MsLedd's (retrospectively cartoonish and insane) devotion to the love two idiot Internet faghats had for each other. Not for her and I would be in a whole other dimension, never living or breathing or feeling all the joy I have felt for more than a dozen years now. Cold and damp I would be squatting, not proud and rough as I am now.
She loved me, she loved you, she loved us. Please believe when I say it. I spent an actually uncountable number of nights from dusk to dawn online with her as we tried to fix the horrific mess that TTLG's backend used to be. She was so proud of this place, and you (we) made her proud. She felt love, she was love. And now we need to set that boat on fire.
I'm still in shock. I have no tears yet. I have no answers yet. I don't know a damned thing except that Mara has died.
I'm so sorry to say such a thing. I simply don't know what else to do with my grief yet.
Peace be on us all.
Renzatic on 29/9/2018 at 06:31
What? No. :(
I want to say more, but I don't even know where to begin.
Pyrian on 29/9/2018 at 06:50
:( Rest in peace. :(
Mr.Duck on 29/9/2018 at 06:54
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rachel on 29/9/2018 at 07:15
What the actual fuck? Nooo... :o
nickie on 29/9/2018 at 07:18
There are no words.
Al_B on 29/9/2018 at 07:21
That's a complete shock :(
demagogue on 29/9/2018 at 07:29
:( She was one of us.
I'm no good with sadness, and there's a lot of it these days, it seems.
Clear skies, Mara. Remember us.
henke on 29/9/2018 at 08:00
Unbelievable. :(
uncadonego on 29/9/2018 at 08:07
So sad...:(