Life is on as UPWARD^ SPIRAL. THANK YOU. - by SubvertizingOrg
SubvertizingOrg on 28/9/2022 at 15:54
What's up heywood.
So just wanted to update you all on how things are going in my life of late. And wouldn't ya know, it's been all good in the neighborhood!
OH DESPITE BEING KICKED OUT OF MY APARTMENT TODAY.
What's been happening on my side? Well…
1) I've learned how not to hate myself and actually kind of love myself a little bit. It's healthy you know. Doesn't really have to be a specific reason, it's just healthy.
2) I have the best coworkers anyone could ask for here in this fabulous hippie town/dystopian consumerist tourist town of Eureka Springs, Arkansas. They aren't just coworkers, they are a family of mine. And I've never felt more understood and appreciated by them than I have by anyone else (exception being Michelle Danek, R.I.P.) in the 34 long and mindnumbing years of my life.
3) I'm no longer doing things like seeking revenge for what I perceive as having gotten the raw end of the deal in life (having, e.g., been born in this WONDERFUL FUCKING COUNTRY) in rather unhealthy ways that may have ended up transferring my trauma onto some other innocent person.
4) I'm ready any willing to do what needs be to own up to every way I've done someone wrong in life. Their pain is now my pain, and this masochist has a way with enjoying pain if he feels it just and purposeful. INSHALLAH
5) I'm back on TTLG where I get to socialize with another family of mine. For how long, let's just see. I have been good about controlling myself lately and not, ya know, offending someone for no clear reason in a way that results in me getting my butt banished from some community and then feeling lonely again :,,,,,,(
ON THE UP N UP :D
SubvertizingOrg on 28/9/2022 at 15:59
I also get to dance my twitching fucking ass off at work listening to dark dirty music on my mp3 player while I'm washing dishes for an amassment of hungry American tourists every day. So don't ANYONE suggest that I haven't been given the opportunity to become the dancer I was always meant to be.
Dia on 28/9/2022 at 21:27
Make it stop, makeit stop, makeitstop!
Tomi on 28/9/2022 at 21:37
Good to hear that things are going better for you (that's what you said last time too), but just think before you post anything, please. And don't go starting a new thread for every single thought that pops into your head, pretty please. Start with something simple before you share the story of your life with us. Maybe play a game and post about it in gen gaming, or something?
Renault on 28/9/2022 at 21:47
Oh yeah, I'm sure no one will remember what happened like...what, a month ago?
faetal on 28/9/2022 at 21:56
Dontthegeek.
SubvertizingOrg on 28/9/2022 at 21:58
Quote Posted by Tomi
Good to hear that things are going better for you (that's what you said last time too), but just think before you post anything, please. And don't go starting a new thread for every single thought that pops into your head, pretty please. Start with something simple before you share the story of your life with us. Maybe play a game and post about it in gen gaming, or something?
Yeah good ideas and good advice. Will think about this and practice post/thread self-control.