I'm back, ttlg. Watch me dance. - by hedonicflux~~
hedonicflux~~ on 8/1/2019 at 07:04
I didn't say everyone else is the problem. I clearly stated that the greedy few are the problem. I'm sorry if I mislabeled you as a hateful cunt, but when you throw all these assumptions at me it seems like you are.
hedonicflux~~ on 8/1/2019 at 07:05
I'm going to try to stay around here as much as possible and contribute to conversations.
Tocky on 8/1/2019 at 07:20
Good for you. If you actually do want to learn anything about me you can go here- (
https://www.ttlg.com/forums/showthread.php?t=148448) https://www.ttlg.com/forums/showthread.php?t=148448 A lot of my life and a little of my philosophy on it is there. I think you will find I'm nothing like you think. I've been meaning to add another story. If you want to add your story feel free. Hopefully nothing too preachy but I'm not really one to be justly judgmental on that score.
Sulphur on 8/1/2019 at 08:09
It was about time, we were running a severe lack of neurotic fringe elements coming here to essay us to death with that bog-standard oxymoronic mix of attention whoring and solipsism.
Anyway, good thread title. I like self-fulfilling prophecy.
hedonicflux~~ on 8/1/2019 at 08:35
Okay Tocky, that was a sad story but it certainly corrected my impression of who you are. I'm really sad that Lara had to live a life like that. Did your parents mistreat her? Were they racist?
hedonicflux~~ on 8/1/2019 at 08:39
Quote Posted by Sulphur
It was about time, we were running a severe lack of neurotic fringe elements coming here to essay us to death with that bog-standard oxymoronic mix of attention whoring and solipsism.
Anyway, good thread title. I like self-fulfilling prophecy.
I've had to learn from very harsh criticism that my writing hasn't been speaking to people and is useless. One of my acquaintances said it was purple prose. Now I get it. Writing needs to be a form of activism, not a form of art. In the last few weeks, I've come to realize that and I'm writing a lot better now. I'm working on a manifesto for a socialist revolution that will probably never happen.
I've always wanted to inspire people, I just didn't know how to speak to them.
Dia on 8/1/2019 at 14:35
Quote Posted by hedonicflux~~
I've always wanted to inspire people, I just didn't know how to speak to them.
Newsflash hon, you still don't. Try laying off the meds, for starters. We'll talk again (maybe) when you've grown up. Though I doubt it.
Supermario 666 was more entertaining than this.
Tocky on 8/1/2019 at 15:05
Quote Posted by hedonicflux~~
Okay Tocky, that was a sad story but it certainly corrected my impression of who you are. I'm really sad that Lara had to live a life like that. Did your parents mistreat her? Were they racist?
You read one story? That thread is 95% my stories. No, my parents were good people, kind and understanding. I suppose they were people of their times to some extent but they taught me that most folks black or white are pretty much the same. And also our circumstances were not that far apart. You really have no idea.
Oh but I disagree on the meds, Dia. They are really important for the bi polar. By all means take them. They help level them out and stay closer to sane, whatever that is.
ZylonBane on 8/1/2019 at 19:09
Quote Posted by hedonicflux~~
I've always wanted to inspire people, I just didn't know how to speak to them.
A shit sandwich is still a shit sandwich no matter how eloquently it's described.
hedonicflux~~ on 8/1/2019 at 20:09
Oh, I didn't read all the other posts in the thread Tocky. I'll get to that when I get a chance.
Dia, seriously, that's the worst advice anyone has ever given me. It may make me a lot less energetic but I'll most likely have to commit suicide if I go back to that place again. I'm sick of wasting my life being severely depressed. The only people who want me off my meds are the people who want me dead.