Do any of you have qualities, traits, mentalities, values, fears, etc., etc., that are very queer and different from those of normal human beings?

I know I do, and I'll just blurt out some of my weirdness here:

- I'd rather die than get injured. (e.g., I'd rather die than break my leg)

- I'd rather lose a family member than a limb of mine. In fact, I don't get upset over anybody's death, even if it's a
relative or immediate family member. So if a sibling were to die, I wouldn't feel any pain.
- When a family member gets sick, I don't become worried or concerned. Even they get cancer or something, I wouldn't worry.

- I wouldn't mind dying by cancer or some other fatal disease, or being murdered/killed.

- Normal everyday peaceful life can get boring. A certain portion of my mind enjoys danger. so if I'm somewhere (e.g., store, bank, plaza, etc.) and I start hearing gunshots, I would kinda like it. If someone were to put a gun to my head, again, I would like it.

- If a family member of mine were to become missing for a few days, I wouldn't really be concerned. In fact, I'll find this situation exciting.

- I Don't want an end to AIDS, cancer, etc., as well as earthquakes, hurricanes, etc. I like it when these things wipe some people off the face of the earth; it "keeps the population in check." in fact, when I hear that an earthquake killed only a few people, I'm a bit saddened; I wish the number of deaths was higher.

- I'm not trying to discouraging anyone from having children, but I myself simply don't understand why people desire children. My thinking is simple, straightforward, and selfish: when you have a child, you're adding responsibilities to your life; you're adding a person to your life, and you have to take care of them, raise them, spend time with them - why bother? I certainly would hate to have such responsibilities. when a couple is infertile, why do they become so depressed? why are they so desperate to have children? I just don't understand. how come they don't have the attitude: "Oh, I can't have children. cool, no problem." Honestly, I think that stuff like infertility, miscarriages, etc., are blessings, not calamities. Nonethless, I respect and admire parents for their generosity, but I myself just can't handle becoming a parent.
I would rather get shot in the head than have children.

- In fact, I don't even want to form an intimate relationship with any person. I cherish my virginity and want to die a virgin.

OK, that's enough weirdness for now. Does anybody share any of my qualities? - I doubt it.

So, what are your bizarre mentalities?

Duckeh.