i am trash. - by TheHurley
TheHurley on 16/10/2006 at 04:57
the place. a lil dojo in spokane
the victim. a 14 year old girl that looked up to me
the perp. a no good piece of shit show off mother f**ker named david.
i know this is stupid but f**k i need to talk bout it.
GAAAAA!!
bad f**king day.
need a lil background info first.
i have been taking combat ki lately, an american version of a few different styles of fighting, focusing on pain tolerance stamina and such.
i am new, but i can take a whole lot more hits than i used to be able to.
i met a girl named jen a while ago, 14 years old, no self esteem, not a lot of freinds, but thats not this story. point being, ive known her for about 2 years and i love the kid, shes like the lil sister i never had.
our coach "i could say sensei an stuff but im white trash that dont know what half of it means" came up with a lil exercise where 5 bags are hung from the roof, ranging from knee to shoulder height, with bells and streamers and such attached to them.
you are blindfolded, someone starts them swinging, and you attemp to hit the bags just from hearing them, difficult, but ive gotten quite good at it.
this morning i went in early, didnt have practice for about half an hour so i decided to work the bags a bit.
long story short, im getting really into it, have knocked down 3 bags, when my foot hits somethin hard, all i can think is "d**n that hurt a little" as i pull off the blindfold.
thats when i see her lying about 4 feet away.
the hard thing i felt was apparently the side of her face.
.........
"f**k JEN IM SORRY, nuts, ARE YOU OK?"
.......
shes f**king out.
......
god d**n it.
coach come runin, tells me to get ice and stuff, and we get ther to wake the f**k up.
......
whats she say? "im sorry"
.....
f**k.
......
that f**king hurts.
......
shes sorry? i could have broken her f**king neck.
im not bragging, or exagerationg, when someone my size kicks someone her size full force in the side of the head.....
FUUUUCCK!.
god im f**ked up right now.
but.... shes ok.
well, one side of her face is a solid bruise and shes slightly concussed but....
and.. SHE KEEPS f**kING APPOLOGIZING! LIKE ITS HER f**kING FAULT!
gaaaaaaaaa!!!
i need to go run myself over with the lawn mower a few times.
what
the
fuck.
..........
where she came from or why she was in the room to begin with "your suposed to stay the fuck out for just this reason" i have no fucking clue, mabe she wasnt payin attention, maby she was gona try and scare me... or mabe she just needed a fucking hug...
.....................................
shes sorry...... what the fuck is she sorry for??!!!
can someone PLEASE tell me what the fuck is going on!!?
or just shoot me, ether way.
edit
you should prolly know, shes 14 an around 100 pounds, im 19 and 250.
Lettishead on 16/10/2006 at 05:13
from what you say it was an accident no one is really at fault things like that happen
henke on 16/10/2006 at 05:19
So, are you "david" then?
A bit confusing, that part, but good story anyway.
TheHurley on 16/10/2006 at 05:21
good story?
Scots Taffer on 16/10/2006 at 05:38
Uhhhh, okay, so this little girl walked into the area with the swinging bags as you were kung-fuing them and she got hit?
Tough fucking luck?
Lhet on 16/10/2006 at 05:40
Don't punish yourself so much. Accidents happen, and it's not always somebody's fault.
aguywhoplaysthief on 16/10/2006 at 06:02
It was an accident. Big shit.
I mean, yeah, it could have been a lot worse, and of course you feel bad because you did it to a weaker person.
Things are especially exaggerated when you're dealing with someone with low self-confidence. That's just how some people are. Personally, I simply don't know how to deal with people who significantly lack self-esteem, so I try and avoid them as much as possible.
So, basically, you're going to feel bad for a while, which is natural and correct, and it will eventually go away, and then you guys can joke about it later, and it will be one of those little inside joke, jab-type things that only you two will share, which is always a neat thing.
Also, using capitalization leads to maximum coherence!
EDIT: Did she go to urgent care? She should get checked out for a concussion or other things.
Turtle on 16/10/2006 at 06:17
She kept saying she was sorry because it was her fault.
TheHurley on 16/10/2006 at 06:23
yea, an shell be fine but......
OnionBob on 16/10/2006 at 10:31
f**k
:mad: