howie is posting again.

Renzatic on 21/6/2009 at 02:32

Quote Posted by Subjective Effect

howie, Renz has just given you permission to spam his PM box and he promises to read it allll

yes

:p

THIS MAN LIES!

howie on 21/6/2009 at 03:04

I was diagnosed with a brain disorder a few years ago that leaves my thoughts on things different than most people. It's not that i try to be funny, strange (bugbait), or upset others beyond what you understand. Everything I see makes it right to me even tho it doesn't to others. You have to realize that i have never hurt anyone by these thoughts - and never will because my faith in GOD is to strong. I was just trying to be funny in this post. I sometimes use vids because my words can be confusing to people at times. I see now that my vids can be confusing at times too. I don't mean to be this way but it is the way i am.

howie - (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycOpO-PpA-k) not sure if this will make things right to you but i think it will.

Renault on 21/6/2009 at 03:19

Just to avoid further confusion, they are not laughing with you.

Scots Taffer on 21/6/2009 at 03:30

BrokenArts on 21/6/2009 at 03:42

howie, you be you, post what you will. People always say around here, take things with a grain of salt. This thread should be no different. Now we understand you a bit better. Thanks for sharing.

Aja on 21/6/2009 at 06:13

Inline Image:

http://img195.imageshack.us/img195/6414/pokey4912.gif

also, scots lol

Scots Taffer on 21/6/2009 at 07:18

sometimes the internet is a beautiful thing

fett on 21/6/2009 at 15:15

Quote Posted by howie

Spandau Ballet wtf

You lost me again. :p

BrokenArts on 21/6/2009 at 15:37

(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ycOpO-PpA-k) True

howie on 21/6/2009 at 16:26

No one really knows why i am so disturbed. I've read buglunch posts and i can totally relate to the guy- he has wisdom beyond words. I've tried to think of a video that can show a visual image of what i am but could only come up with one. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-yLYz6ejqw) This video is so disturbing you should hide the children and only watch it in the deepest darkest dungeon you can find. Now you know why i am so screwed up - childhood memories do come back to bite you hard.

My real life is "like living in a dream" of unreality at times. Things speed up or slow down - time does not mean anything to me. I suppose linkin park explains my life better with the song "numb".