Tocky on 22/5/2022 at 04:12

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I don't think I will do anything but read these. I have many PM's from him but I've been reading them and they are either too personal or about our feelings and understandings about religion or my advice not to try the heart pump because of what happened to a friend or how UAB hospital Birmingham may not be the place to go and things like that. I liked him a lot. I know I force myself on people. It's who I am. Bygod you will like me. But he did naturally. I liked him naturally as well. It was easy to. He was one hell of a man. I meant it when I said I will miss him. I backed off because he had so much going on and I didn't want to take up time he could spend with his family but I would have happily bugged him longer. He always responded in a heartfelt way. I go into some despair at times and need someone who isn't depending on me to be strong to listen. He helped me as much as anyone can. I hope some of the things I said to him helped him. It hurts to lose him.

SlyFoxx on 24/6/2022 at 16:43

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Aww man. :(